Its hurt. really hurt. It cut me deep inside. Im sorry for being oversensitive. But you the one who told me to share my feelin. And when i show my feeling, you dont like it. Yes, you are not just someone who i only share my happiness with. I thought i can share evrything with you. But you not. You want to know my sadness and happiness, but you dont want to comfort me when i get angry. You dont want to know why. I cried out hard last nite, because your words cut and hurt deep inside.

We dont have to share.

Starting from now on i will hide my sadness, i will ignore any cuts in my heart. I will hide everything negative from you. We should just laugh and laugh and happy. I will ignore my feelings for you. For you. Ignore mine.

Seriously, it really hurting me. Really really hurt deep inside. Its hurt that will make me cry every time i think about his words last nite. And when i have to ignore the cuts in my hearts. Ignore the pain.

I don't feel anything anymore. All i feel now is pain.