'stomachache'

Hello there,

I am in my period right now. and I think period pain is a usual thing to happen at this time.
But that is not what I want to tell you. I just want to share some childhood memory here, ermm..can I say that childhood..maybe.

I still remember when i was 14, i was having a very bad stomachache. I really have no idea what it is. and i cant think any way to relief the pain. I used to be a person who dont really share anything with my siblings. so at the moment, i dont think my siblings at home can do any help. i keep rolling and rolling on my bed as the pain is getting worst and worst. I have this one mind set, which i think was set by my family condition, where i always believe that any pain i have will cure or heal if i fight it-yes, without medication, i always have the belief that it will heal. but the pain not getting better. and the moment, the person that i keep thinking of is my mother. when she will come back. she must can help. she always got the way. it was long before i heard my mom's car. yes! my savior is finally here! then i ran outside the house. open my mom's car( she dont even got the chance to get out from the car).. i told her."mom..my stomach is aching.."

My mom looked at me with silence. she stared at me for a while like she is thinking for something. then she said:" go get panadol(paracetamol) and eat it" thats all. i really have no idea. i obeyed her. and.. taadaa~~!like magic.all the pain gone! yeah!..

then my mom asked me. "is everything ok?"
haha..of course it did.

i really thank my mother that time. but i just dont know how to speak it out.


This happened long long ago.
i dont know what the pain i had actually.
until few years after the incident i finally know, i was actually having my first period pain. and my mom already knew it at the moment i told her i was having stomachache.
she is my angel. she is my everything. she sacrificed a lot for us.a lot and too much for a normal woman.i love you mom.

urghh..i cant write long and with detail. because im having period pain rite now.i seldom get it..and this time i having it and remind me to the story.

ok then. i stop here.




~Emily~